Goodbye, My Darling

Darling
it's a one too cold night
please darling
come hug and hold me tight.

Darling
i wanna hear a lullaby
please darling
help me cease this cry?

Darling
i still can not sleep
please darling
i want a dream that deep.

Darling
o, why this sudden sour?
please darling
stay for a couple more hour.

Darling
i hope there is love for us
but darling
what all i got is lust.

Darling
this despair is too hard to bear
and darling
we must not but stop this affair.

Darling
whatever left only a memory
sure darling
to the grave that will i carry.

Goodbye my darling
hope all well for you
goodbye my darling
hope i'll find another you.



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A Wasted Heart

dear,

i am not happy

i am in misery

this love has taken its toll on me

this time everything is not as what it should be

my heart, 

once full of you

an image of i would never erase

with a smile that i thought would last forever

with a warmth of which i always treasure

but now,

like a piece of paper

crumpled

like a petal of flower

withered

so frail too fragile

upon see you it will no longer cry 

for what else left if all the tears have long gone dry?

say, 

how could you unbreak a heart?

no, you could not

for a heart once broken

it will forever shattered.

31.02.12


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seorang tua di tepi sebuah toko serbaneka

selapikan kotak
angin malam
di tepi sebuah toko serbaneka
ada neon bukan kunang
dan bintang gugur di matanya.

seorang tua itu mengerekot
menyulam mimpi antara tidur dan jaga
mimpi anak anaknya
yang semakin luput wajah dan suara.


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sepasang kekasih dan nota nota dari tuhan (vi)

setangkai mawar layu
surat terakhir
dan
serangkai rindu.

air mata telah lama kering
kekasih yang dilupakan itu adalah aku.

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