A War Within

I am the soldier
I am the bombardier
I am the pilot
I am the tanker
I am the general of the highest order
I am the wound the mound the bunker
I am the weapon the rifle the grenade launcher
I am the bomb that obliterates
I am the bullet to my own head
I am the raging fire in the field of bloody ruins
I am the soulless soldier girl destined to be scarred in forever pain
I am my own hellish nightmare and I don't fucking care
Retreat your auxilliary army spare me the bullshit treaty
Let me fight my own goddamn battle, alone, for the war within is me.